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Downcast EyesOh, how it feels so natural to keep my eyes downcast  when the whole world betrays its love  
before they ever meet  and it tries to pull me into its selfish pride  and people wonder why I hide  with downcast eyes Downcast Eyes
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Words I'll Never BelieveTrust has become a silly word  that I cannot understand  every moment of my life I find  
I'm breaking under the chains of who I called my friends  It's better just to hide inside,  
and never trust at all  than to smile for everyone and find it's all a untrue   
Imaginary lines are drawn  to protect yourself from lies  but nothing can hold back the pain  of the knife when it cuts through everything in sight  It's better to just hide inside,  and never trust at all  than to smile for everyone and find it's all untrue   
Because every sentiment was false  and Words I'll Never Believe
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Putting Off This DisguiseTogether let's write this poetic tragedy  because the description is such a perfect fit  and you think that's all we'll ever be  silent looks and all too loud goodbyes  when we both know that we haven't got a clue  but I say that we have each other  if you'd only put off this disguise  
long enough to see me clearly Putting Off This Disguise
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Heart of WinterThe snow has been falling outside my door  The flakes no longer melting, there's no heat  Left to warm my heart lost on winter's floor  I huddle inside this room in defeat  As my heart drums a hundred frightened beats  My mouth works silently trying to break  The sudden stillness made of my deceit,  And lies I used to hide behind, and fake  The smiles, laughs, and happiness I make  Trying to fabricate a life out of  Shards You left for me, so when I awake  From this nightmare, I will see that the love  I need comes from Your Grace, it calms the storm  Of angst in a world to whic Heart of Winter
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Thoughts of this darken my days

Thu Nov 26, 2009, 4:55 PM
I didn't think I should put this in a deviation...


“You look sad today.”
Do I? I thought I felt happier. I thought that the nearly nonexistent part of me that keeps me smiling just got a bit bigger. Sorry, I guess I was wrong again. I suppose it’s time to think of a new plan to get me to smile the way you want me to.

“You’re looking a little pensive.”
Am I? I thought I was just sending my heart out to a friend. I didn’t think I was brooding per se. I thought I was asking God to tell me what to say to my hurt friend.

“Your face is really red.”
Thanks for telling me. As if I couldn’t know that, when all of you are staring at me or laughing because I don’t believe what you do. Because I can’t stand people looking at me, because everything I say out loud is wrong.

“What’s wrong?”
I can’t say ‘nothing,’because there is something, but you wouldn’t understand it. If I even started to explain you would get angry, you wouldn’t try to understand, because we aren’t the friends we used to be.

“Why are you smiling so much?”
Because today I actually woke up instead of waiting for the sun to rise so I could get ready for the day. Because today I haven’t cried yet, today I haven’t wondered why I can’t find where I belong.

Why am I not dying? Why am I still crying, and trying to hide? Why am I still afraid of what is going to happened? Why does it feel like my time spent in that friend’s life isn’t going to last much longer? Why do I feel so alone?
“Because you aren’t meant to be here forever.”


am i ever emo :/

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=SeekingSanity Nov 12, 2009, 2:49:25 PM
lol. xD
Thanks for another fave :P

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~Seraph-Rose Nov 12, 2009, 4:38:57 PM
ha ha yeah, anytime

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=SeekingSanity Nov 11, 2009, 2:49:02 PM
Thanks for the fave =]

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~Seraph-Rose Nov 12, 2009, 4:37:46 PM
no problem (=

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*RUBYSFANTASY Nov 3, 2009, 1:52:53 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: :heart:

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